BLANK CANVASES ft. Josiah Moss Lyrics

A light peeking through the trees

Not enough hope to pay off the fees

I'm at the point to test my own beliefs

I'm hoping i'll pass this time

No one taught me how far I'd climb

How much would it cost to say "I'm fine?"

Wish I could break the chain on my wrist

But I invested in these bonds

There's no way for me to resist

I'm too far gone to respond

Built my walls up way too high

I break down at the site of myself

And it feels like hell

I'm too broken to detect another lie

I don't know what I want anymore

Stop telling me to sit and just breathe

I'm scared and I'm shaken to the core

What more do I need from me?

I'm staring at a blank canvas of myself

Trying to brush away the fears of this tale

I'm hoping that this bridge will disappear

But I can't see what I've done

The fire and ash doesn't make it clear

Yet I would still run

I broke the chain on my wrist

But I still invest in these bonds

At this point, I only coexist

I'm too far gone to respond

built my walls up way too high

I broke down at the site where I fell

It still feels like hell

Broken to detect another lie

I don't know what I want anymore

Stop telling me to sit and just breathe

I'm scared and I'm shaken to the core

What more do I need from me?