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Since a youngin' I had knew what I wanted

Or better yet, what I was deprived of was food to my stomach

Hungry for validation starving from how we grew up to plummet

Too many screws loose to secure the things that we wanted

Love and acceptance

Today we find those things in impressions

Along with strsssing comparison that lead to 2nd guessing

Life get depressing

When in doubt review all of ya blessings

Know you wouldn't be here now if somehow he ain't bless it

That was a message I been trying keep close to my chest

Bench pressing all of the pressure for some diamonds on my neck

You can't rest in your respect

Though it feel like a vest

We know

Shots to the ego seem to always connect

On this mic

Feel like I'm Tyson though at home I'm a mess

Biting fighting for my place

Hoping to find some more depth

Or separation from the reaper

Who gone always collect

Or the sickness we know too well that seem to only effect

Niggas that's from where we from

N I ain't talking about the slums

I'm talking bout that mindset that keep a black Nigga dumb

Keep a black niggas rapping on these trap ass drums

When he should be at the crib

With his daughters n his sons

That ain't a shot for nobody

Except the nigga on the run

From his responsibilities he been neglecting just because

My cuz hold a grudge

Life ain't work how he wanted

Regrets crept in

Till accomplishments feel like nothing

And now I'm teetering the same thing

See what we had saw growing up

Wasn't enough to get us up in the mainstream

Now I'm losing steam chugging on to the same dream

Nigga what you mean you made it further than you thought

Now I'm arguing with thoughts

Now I'm starting to feel off

Cuz of a nigga wish me well

I might just wish him off the park

But then halt

Know a man that told me how to fix the heart

Strip yourself of everything till you empty enough start