Excuses Lyrics

If god forbid I stay awake reliving days I can't escape

My worries weigh me down to sleep tonight

To never wake again

If I could bet it all on the cards that I was dealt

I still

Wouldn't trade this for anything else

Nothing else

Waking up to empty bottles again
I see the sun set out my window

And I don't remember anything

Feels like we're running out of time

And all I ever do is ask why

But this time I'll close my eyes

And pray for a better night

If you go

Take a piece of my soul
I'd rather be broken than whole

And when you go

Don't turn your head at the door

All the time we wasted

Counting sheep doesn't matter

Anymore

This is the last time I wear my heart on my sleeve

Watch me loop my memories

Stay a victim to my failures

An affliction to the people around me

Trying to make them all see what I see

Desperation to be heard and to be felt

Pointing fingers at everyone except myself

So if you go

Take a piece of my soul
I'd rather be broken than whole

And when you go

Don't turn your head at the door

All the time we wasted

Counting sheep doesn't matter

Anymore

Excuses

I knew it

Was I not enough

Let me

Prove it

Excuses

I knew it

Was I not enough

Let me

Prove it

Excuses (Excuses)

I knew it (I always knew it)

Was I not enough (Was I not enough)

Let me (Was I not enough)

Prove it (Oh I'm just not enough)

So if you go

Take a piece of my soul

I'd rather be broken than whole