Learning Curve Lyrics

So much wasted time And time is so precious

I got a lot to learn, I got to listen

To all the advice, and all the wisdom

Emotions I hide, Try to cast em aside

Trynna busy my mind, but deep inside I miss him

There's some things that you just can't forget

No matter how much u inhale, or what u sip

I'm losing touch with reality, I might slip

But I gotta get up, long as the mic's lit

Shining bright like the future, rests on my eyelids

Looking far in advance, at the horizon

Gotta live in the moment, and memorize it

When I die, will I be satisfied with what I did?

Will I marry a queen, and have five kids?

Or will I be all alone, stuck inside this

Infinite cycle of wanting to be free

Wishing for the best, but not doing a damn thing

So much wasted time And time is so precious

So much wasted time And time is so precious

Thinking to myself what the fuck is all the shit for

Thinking bout my life what the fuck I gotta live for

Not on suicidal timing there's a star that's always shining, all the gold and all the diamonds that we went to war for

When I graduate I'll sign my will and join the work force

While I'm growing older sitting still I never swerve course

Day by day I sit and burn

Thinking bout this learning curve

All this wasted time, I don't think I know it's real worth

When my father died I think my brain turned into fuzz

Another chapter of my life I'm disconnected from the plug

Got connected to the plug, started chasing for the buzz

It's only been two years but I'm forgetting who he was

I'm forgetting how it was, living in our happy family

I've only lived a fraction of my life but its all fantasy

I heard a knock against the door got out of bed and ran to see

My father and his father with a frown looking down at me

So much wasted time And time is so precious

Holding on to what I can remember from his lessons

They said they pain lessens

Thinking im falling in depression

But I gotta stay strong

Can't fold under pressure