die a little more today Lyrics

One. die a little more today

Told you in the living room

The silence full of pain

I can't hold onto this any longer

And I feel

I'm the one to blame

The days grew long after that

My heart heavy with shame

Did I do something stupid to you

Something that now

Can't be replaced

I die a little more today

My mind wants to look away

I try to tell myself it helps me to grow

In some way

But all I feel is the pain

That things now between you and I

Have indelibly changed

Then I was in the bedroom

No lover by my side

I don't know what to say when I see you

So I'll stay here and hide

Oh Lord

I can only turn to you

I've jumped in too deep

I don't care if it turns out you're not real

I need to find some relief

I die a little more today

My mind wants to look away

I try to tell myself it helps me to grow

In some way

But all I feel is the pain

That things now between you and I

Have indelibly changed

Now I'm in the garden

With a pen in my hand

Dear Friend

Know that I love you

And

I don't understand

I'm just trying to be a man

Who walks upon this land

With a feather in my step

And courage in my eyes

May the truth by on our side