GOD IS CRYING Lyrics

My best foot forward

I'm Ford Focused

I foreclosed all the folks

That was rent free in my mind

See these hoes

Drop rakes house to house like an autumn job

Autobahn they ain't stopping by just fuck

See they driving by too

My therapist specialize in help gun wound survivors

Thought that he could cure the violence

In my sleep paralysis

6th session started telling stories

We was making progress

Next session he got robbed at gun point

Couldn't help me out it

Why on block my head on the swivel like Stojaković

Why am I writing in my white neighborhood to see how I can live

Why am I Mike in the Wiz

The life I live

The life I want

The life I can't get all the same

I been living all in reign

I promise I won't call the game

Life gave us lemons

I done called Lorraine

That's a nickname

Like Kendrick Sherane stay with me on this thang

Since a kid I been mad at this city like I'm Carter, Wayne

It's really Gotham

Street violence

Keep piling

Staccato

Keep rising

Foe fye

Could be a giant

Promise they gone sing about me

Niggas in the hood better than Jordan

But won't get up out it

I may waste time

But won't be a waste of talent

Yea Yea

God is crying

God is crying

Yea Yea

The sun and moon

Is like Sailor Moon

Its influence is drawing out a character

That can save the room

I was doomed

The second out the womb

At 7 seen more than most adults do

In a life time with reincarnation

Lion hearted nigga

I seen scared faces

Thank God my father fought gangsters

I was taught the basics

Wife beater and some jean shorts

Shadow boxing on the porch

Like I was raised in New York

It had kept me the safest

Like stealing bases

I'm just tryna make it to home

But not like God throne

I been rapping on this phone

Like we ain't got a Hov

I been speaking in a tone

Like I ain't hope

When I'm on the phone

Niggas they can sense that I'm down

'For the phone dial

That's why I just text now

But most times I don't text back

Muted eleven chats

I ain't talking to niggas

That's doing better than me

I need some leverage at least

So

When you hear this album's

And you hear 3 sides touching desires

Just know I desired fame to feel worthy to be around

And then desired you, which is lust so they love me now

And then desired more

Got it all then I finally found

I only desire peace in me and I see it now

The God in me is hurting inside and it's ending now

I need to feel better

Heal more

And live better