Shoreline Lyrics

Why do I grind my teeth?

Why do I treat myself like the enemy?

Why do I take it out on the people I love?

Why do I find it so hard

To admit when I'm sinking

And ask for a rope

Or take care of myself

And try not repeat mistakes from

Last year

But confronting the fear

Is worse than I thought

Take me down to the shoreline

Show me it's calm out there

Why am I always to blame?

Why am I always 5 minutes late?

Why am I always afraid I'll never swim to shore?

Why do I self diagnose?

When my breathe starts to go

And I call you to cope

And you tell me it's all in my head

But I can't recall

The last time I felt sane

December or May

Or perhaps even way before

Last year

But confronting the fear

Is worse than I thought

Take me down to the shoreline

Show me it's calm out there

Don't try and tell me I'm fine

Don't say I'll understand why

When I'm older (older)

Or 20 years sober (sober)

Or out in the country (country)

Can't run from it anymore

Show me

Show

Show me!