Going Crazy Lyrics

I know life a long road

And one day I'll pay the death toll

I just hope before then

I make it through the threshold

And stack enough paper

So my babies get fresh clothes

The first day of school

Cuz growing up we didn't get those

Me and Slim was sipping syrup

Like we had strep throat

Did a lot of drugs

Before we even knew the threat posed

Member hearing brody OD'd

Off the exos

Cut with something extra

But his plug never said so

Damn

As I'm growing older,

It's become clear

Life gon be unfair

But everyone gets some share

Of pain with it

Still talking about the struggle

Cuz I still remain in it

Wonder why I'm

Coming round trippin

Need a plane ticket

Seen shit switch so fast

I know most of my closest

Friendships won't last

Done killed so many rappers

I could print toe tags

But this just something to relate to

When shit goes bad

Used to want the baddest bitches

With the big ol ass

Til I took a wild ride with one

And just bout crashed

Know you thought I'd be the nigga

To extend your laugh

But every chick I ever gave shit

Went more mad

When this drop

They gon be like

Bro you in your bag

But I ain't never left it

Spent a whole year inside my own head

Second guessing

Trynna make the best impression

Now I feel effervescent

Never will my effort lessen

This year I'm record setting

This year I'm resurrecting

My career from the place

Where everybody said I left it

Had to take some time off the net

It had my head infested

Always been the type that felt better

When I'm less connected

This year I won't be lazy

You ain't gotta motivate me

Wishing I could always

Have the confidence I'm showing lately

I don't care what niggas think

Cuz I already overrate me

Gotta be delusional to make it

And I'm going crazy

I'm going crazy

I been going crazy

Gotta be delusional to make it and I'm

Going crazy

Lately life been giving me the least

Like a landlord

Used to only dream about succeeding

Now I plan for it

It ain't just for me

I really need it for my fam more

My brother still up in construction

Working til his hands sore

So I ain't finna go flex

Show up wearing a Rolex

Til I know I got enough bread

To get us both blessed

Let him walk in the store

And pick it like a protest

When I said I got you

Bro I did it with my whole chest

Shorty told me first time we link

We having no sex

After one glass of Moet

Said she more wet

Then she ever been before

I told her don't forget

I would never do you wrong

When you don't know best

All I know is protect

All I know is provide

Professing my emotions

Over beats until my soul cries

Ever since bro died

Been switching up my whole vibe

Searching for assistance

Like I'm roadside

Always getting lifted

Cuz when I'm sober I nosedive

Into the ground

Just need a plug that could

Front me unlimited pounds

Won't be no errors

In the era I'm entering now

Cuz when you at your pinnacle

Ain't no pinning you down

This year I won't be lazy

You ain't gotta motivate me

Wishing I could always

Have the confidence I'm showing lately

Don't care what niggas think

Cuz I already overrate me

Gotta be delusional to make it

And I'm going crazy