Contradiction Lyrics

Sometimes I crucify my heart

And gather all the morbid lies to make me better

Sometimes I versify a fairytale

And praise myself to hide my real name, face, lips, size and my clothes brand

Cause there's so much contradictions

That made some afflictions

So sick

So I can't say a prayer

It's freezing my lips and my tongue

I have a conviction

It's what I called by fashion

I use it as my defense

But it just return my revenge

And I realize

I live in lies

I sacrifice my real life

Let's eat the weed

Because I'm so fed up to burn then smoke it

But I will never kill myself

Cause I have so many dreams that I have to reach

Though I die, it won't be easy

Cause I'll get up and seize all the sweet things

I never get and have