Maladaptive Lyrics

You fucking bastard

Has my soul abandoned me I cannot seem to move

Sapped just like an incubus I have nothing left to prove

Practically invisible I cower in a corner

I'll protect myself from pain if I just shield myself away

Social isolation is what will keep me safe

If no one out there cares for me then who will know I'm gone

I cannot read

What they think of me

So I make it up myself

I tell my psyche lies

These truths just prove me right

So I hide away

Maladaptive behaviours

Lying truths condemn me to

Dissonance flows through my head

Endlessly until my death

I gotta show myself to the world so I can heal

Fly my colours high and not have to hide behind a shield

I deserve to be proud of who I am

And have people around me who give a damn