lifesucks.heartbeats Lyrics

Calling the chaos

That dominates my thinking

In my head I'm always screaming 'bout the

Things we all conveniently forget

Always you say

One day you'll give in

But it doesn't change a thing about my thinking

When the texts

Don't make any sense

So I'm sorry I'm not able

To give ya

The thing you always wanted

Now that fact still keeps me haunted

Like a fable

Held out of the light of day

Constantly in the background

I never will escape the feeling

Never wanted this but now

We'll always hear the

Heartbeats in heaven

Heartbeats in heaven

Heartbeats in heaven

Don't think I'll get in

Falling to peril

Through the years I'm growing weary

Of the guilt that's always leering

Like a weight wrapped so tightly around my neck

They did what they

Thought was very best

We never knew it'd turn out like it did so

When I faced what had been repressed

Now the fear of growing older

Gets stronger

I'm so terrified of leaving

Cannot say what I'll be thinking on the

Day when we all finally meet our end

Holding your head underground

This philosophy is not thinking

Hovering over us now

We can't escape the

Heartbeats in heaven

Heartbeats in heaven

Heartbeats in heaven

Don't think I'll get in