nuisance / desiderium Lyrics

(SBP)

(Where the fuck is dräco at?)

I hated that way

Waiting for someone to come save me

I hated those days

I had those days daily

Waking up then going back to sleep, it's just another day check

Normal days turn to normal ways, just a normal day wreck

Have you ever been in your own way

Been in your head

Trapped in your own maze

Trapped inside the past

Take a train to the city just to see some movement in life

Take a trip to a bitty just to find a new place to hide

Think I need a new state of mind

Fuck that comfort in isolation

Think I need a new place to find

All this approval and confirmation

Think I need a new way to grind

All this time that I've been wastin

I've become a nuisance to time, nuisance to time

I've become a nuisance to myself

Nuisance to those proud of me

Got a new chain on my belt

I've been chainin' thoughts up inside of me

Make it clear what I've been dealt

Gotta clear up I need clarity

Day's gone, I slept

I've been tired of this entirety

Tired of it finna dip

Stay away I'm finna flip

Smoke some start coughin

Stay away or get sick

I can rest in my coffin

I can rest when I'm finished

This studio like my office

This studio like my bitch

(I love it)

I love to talk my shit on tracks and act like it ain't nothin

Love it when they say they love me like I don't know that they're bluffin

I love a cash-in-hand

In love with money thumbin

I love to see a crowd

I love it when they're jumpin

Love it when they're hypin' up, love it when they cheer

You not looking hype enough, why you even here

I done wasted time enough, I got none to fear

And my Focusrite the only thing that give me focus right from all these things I hear

I became a nuisance in the truest sense, had to give myself a new chance

Tryna see all them new signs

Gemini, gave myself a new mind

Had to grow up

Am I man enough

Nowadays know it's the real me when you see me on the camera

Think I need a new state of mind

Fuck that comfort in isolation

Think I need a new place to find

All this approval and confirmation

Think I need a new way to grind

All this time that I've been wastin

I've become a nuisance to time, nuisance to time

Think I need a new state of mind

Fuck that comfort in isolation

Think I need a new place to find

All this approval and confirmation

Think I need a new way to grind

All this time that I've been wastin

I've become a nuisance to time, nuisance to time, time

(Nuisance to time, time)

(I've been out my mind, mind)

Wastin' my time

I've been wastin' it daily

Save myself from my mind

Seems like I hate me

I hate these emotions

Just wanna bury em

Lost myself in this world

I've been livin' in desiderium

Desiderium, desiderium, desiderium

Desiderium, desiderium, desiderium

Lost myself in the stereo

I've been livin' in desiderium

I need to love myself, but I need to drop my ego

I need to trust myself, I can't trust these people

I gotta watch my step, can't trust my feet oh

All this time we spent, ain't shit free tho

I've been locked in the stu for like some weeks, skimmin' beats

Knockin' shit out like Chito

No more wastin' days, wastin' weeks

I love this shit, I made this shit my routine oh

Made this my routine I'm MJ with a free-throw

Became an addiction, MJ at casinos

Spent to long as a nuisance

Imma just get lost in this music