Lazy Lyrics

Oh, fuck

I will not ruin my life today

I will face things and not run away

I am begging myself to make a change

Free myself

From my mind

Locked up in a cage

I'm really starting to see why people say

Existence is a prison, I feel the same

I'm screaming, kicking

I just want to escape

My fucking brain

I feel like I'm insane

I'm really starting to see why people say

Fuck it all, nothing matters anyway

I'm finding less and less

Convincing reasons to stay

Sink your teeth into me

I can't feel no more

My body's endlessly washing up on shore

Make me feel or leave me

Just walk through the door

I will have no strength to live today

I can't stand to think, so in bed I'll stay

I will ruin my own life

Why am I alive?

I won't even try

Always tired

Constant trials

All within the suffocating confines

Of my skull

Always dull

Always grasping for

All that's out of my control

I'm really starting to see

Why people say

I have nothing to live for, take me away

Everything stays the same

But why would it change?

Bash my head in the wall

Until brain matter flies

I can't be happy

No matter how hard I try

Give me good reason to die

I may not stay alive

I want to

But maybe not today

But I want to do that

But maybe not today

I just can't do it

I want to but not today

I just can't

Do it by myself but

I can't ask for help

But