A Selfish Mother Lyrics

One day I heard you crying on the streets

You try hard but your ex-boyfriend you couldn't keep

I just couldn't let you stay depressed

So I work hard to let you forget about your past love shit

Giving you a beautiful smile on your face

Telling you from now own I will be your new date

And you have accepted since with me you felt you were safe

So when we finish college we move living together

And we promise to protect one another since we both we had a tough juvenile

I really thought we could understand each others

Believing with you lie my future

But after we had a baby you give me this anger

And all I wanted was to be a father figure

But selfishness make you be the winner

I never thought I will be a sinner

But that anger refuse to let me to accept my own daughter

Before pregnancy

You promise never separate a father from her daughter

But now I see you choose to follow your mother's legacy

Like you now is our daughter turn to grouw up without her daddy

Congratulations for destroying father figure in me

I hope our daughter end up to follow me

Even though you have give me nothing then sad memories

Taking my happiness wasn't enough you even try to destroy me

Since you couldn't slave me

But like they say what doesn't kill you make you stronger

Shit still

I can never forgive you after we had a baby to give me this anger

If you remember

It was me who went to pick her from the babysitter

After work I was always tired

But on streets you could see me walking in the colder

Doing my best to fulfil this duty us father

Now you took her away from me when I wished only to hold her forever

Knowing her first words was calling me daddy

Before she even start to say mommy

I wonder if was jealousy that scared you

Thinking she will be more happier with her daddy than with you

So you took her from me

Then I thought you wanted to bury me

But you prefer getting monthly money from me

But refuse to let her see me

In the conditions that can really please me

I can only regret for giving you a baby

Shit