I Lost a Game of Roulette Lyrics

Who gets to stay on the lifeboat?

Who wins the game of survival?

See dirty looks

No food, no fishing hooks

And I'm losing the question that I wrote

Who gets to lose all their vitals?

Lose all chances for revival?

The boats going south, there's no easy way out

And everyone just points straight at my soul

See someone drawing their handgun

Use fingers as ammunition

Cocked and then loaded

The barrel exploded

I knew at this point that I'm done

I lost a game of roulette

They pointed fingers to my head

I made a mistake, and I've lost all my faith

And I'm starting to wish I was dead

I lost a game of roulette

I struggle with holding my breath

I just cannot swim

I can't die, I can't live

And I'm sinking to the ocean bed

I lost a game of roulette

I struggle with finding silhouettes

I'm drowning in sand

I've been dealt a bad hand

And I'm starting to think I am dead

I'm no good at a casino

But I know some lies when I see one

I guess love is blind

And stabbed me in my eyes

And now I'm bleeding with no one to cry on

I lost a game of roulette

They pointed fingers to my head

I made a mistake, and I've lost all my faith

And I'm starting to wish I was dead

I lost a game of roulette

I struggle with holding my breath

I just cannot swim

I can't die, I can't live

And I'm sinking to the ocean bed