Skeletons In My Closet Lyrics

Uh, uh, yeah, yeah, uh, it gets hard living my life like this

Living my life like this

It gets hard living my life like this

Uh, niggas left me while I'm bleedin' Put me out, all in the cold

Now my pockets fat, I'm eatin' good and shinin' like some gold

You gon' lose before you win in life, that's the way it goes

Every day I'm chasin' pape, don't got no time to chase

Hoes my brothers died, shit broke my heart, I'm goin' crazy in this bitch

Seen him layin' in that casket lifeless body had me sick

Now I'm comfortable with death, but death hit harder as a kid

You wasn't supposed to leave me, JT, we was supposed to win a chip

When I was young, wanted to make it to the league just like LeBron

That was way before I felt a trigger, squeeze or held a gun

I been stayin' out the way, I'm stackin' money to the sun

I been doin' numbers lately, they been sayin' I'm the one

I been gettin' money too, with keef and thurl, we be the three

Havin' money, nothin' new, I do this trappin' shit with ease

Grab the package, get on route like Santa Claus on Christmas Eve

I go to war behind my dogs, kinda like Keanu Reeves

Feel like I ain't sleep in weeks

When they called my phone to say my brothers died, I couldn't speak

Put my head up to the sky, my eyes was flowin' like a creek

All this pain inside my heart, it's gettin' hard to be discreet

It's gettin' hard, it's gettin' hard, it's gettin' hard

All this pain inside my heart, make it hard to play it smart

Said you got me, then you changed, I should've seen it from the start

I done fought so many battles with my demons in the dark

I done fought so many battles with my demons in the dark

Now I'm swimmin' like a shark again

Lil' bro trigger-happy, pull onside, us he might park your benz

Before I graduated, I was mobile outside, sellin' 10's

Peep inside my closet, you would see so many skeletons

I've been runnin' from my past, I ain't gon' make it, I'm not fast enough

And I ain't proud of all my choice, but shit, I had it rough

Flippin' packs so that that money can keep addin' up

Threw 700, 20s on the table, told bro to add it up

Got no outlet for this shit, I'm copin' anyway I can

Feel my problems leave my body every time I smoke a gram

Same ones that label me a villain, thought they knew me as a man

Unless you walk inside my shoes, you'll never truly understand

You'll never truly understand how it feels to be me

I've been shackled by my past, feel like I'm finally free

People havin' doubts about my future, but what time we will see

One day I'll call my mom, tell her I'm on TV

All this pain inside my heart, make it hard to play it smart

Said you got me, then you changed, I should've seen it from the start

I done fought so many battles with my demons in the dark

I done fought so many battles with my demons in the dark

Now I'm swimmin' like a shark again

Lil' bro trigger-happy, pull onside, us he might park your benz

Before I graduated, I was mobile outside, sellin' 10's

Peep inside my closet, you would see so many skeletons

All this pain inside my heart, make it hard to play it smart

Said you got me, then you changed, I should've seen it from the start

I done fought so many battles with my demons in the dark

I done fought so many battles with my demons in the dark