Lonely Throne Lyrics

Sorry I've not been around, my world's been flipped upside down

Miss the faces I used to know, but now I sit on this lonely throne

I'm sorry I wasn't there, life's been nothing but despair

Falling apart in every way, working myself into an early grave

Every tear, another scar

Wondering why, I've gone so far

Faking smiles, hiding pain

Screaming inside but it's all in vain

Their words hit like bullets, burning through my soul

A vengeance of the mind, I'm losing control

How many times can I cry, till I'm dry?

This sadness, a well that won't run dry

I feel the ground crumbling beneath my feet

Drowning in sorrow, defeat after defeat

No one sees the cracks in my facade

But deep inside, my soul's been scarred

Every tear, another scar

Wondering why, I've gone so far

Faking smiles, hiding pain

Screaming inside but it's all in vain

I'm sorry I couldn't stay, had no words left to say

Buried alive in expectations, I'm slipping away

Fake smiles hide the weight I carry

A heavy heart in a world so scary

The mirror lies, shows a face I don't know

A fractured reflection, too far to grow

Doubts and fears consuming me whole

I'm losing my mind, losing control

Every tear, another scar

Wondering why, I've gone so far

Faking smiles, hiding pain

Screaming inside but it's all in vain

Sorry I've not been around, my life's come crashing down

Miss the days of peace I used to own, now I'm stuck on this lonely throne