IT DOESN'T MATTER Lyrics

Thankful for the pain that you gave me, there's no me without it

I'm tryna go forward and not backwards, I'm still hurt about it

But I guess

I digress

I'm a mess

I can't rest

Still upset

Can't forget

Got regrets in a text

I got

Money on my mind, I've been scheming lately

The girl in the mirror, I remember vaguely

The ones who caused my pain

They can barely face me

Told God, please

I'm in need of saving

I remember how I feel, I can't give them grace

They threw dirt on my name, but I kept secrets safe

Tell me how you love me, playin' in my face

I can't recall

I would've died for you, did the time for you

Ride for you, slide for you, did the dash

Cry for you, dropped my pride every time for you

I got the backlash

It hurt to walk away from who I love the most

I got so much to celebrate, but I can't make a toast

I can't tell you how I'm doing, I've been feeling low

It's the ones who claim they love me, but can't let it show

It was either you or me I had to sacrifice

It was time to make a change, I took my own advice

I took everybody's pain and I paid the price

When you speaking on me, please, make sure you're precise

I started finding peace, it look like paradise

For the inner child in me, I gotta buy it twice

I got so many options, I can't pick a type

I got one calling me bae and one calling me wife

This love shit overrated, don't believe the hype

Trying to make amends and then you dim my light

How you stab me in the back and then you leave the knife

What happened to forever, thought we was for life

You were supposed to ride for me

You said you would die for me

Every time you lied to me

Why you never cried for me?

How come you didn't fight for me?

Why you ain't hold on to me?

Every time I watch you leave

I thought you'd grow old with me