What Am I Now? Lyrics

I've been checking flights since the night I left

Hoping they don't get too low so I don't have to commit

And I've been rereading all the messages you sent

Just to make sure I didn't conjure it up in my head

So what do I do with all these broken parts?

How do I live when we are miles apart?

What am I now that you're not in my arms?

What am I now?

What am I now?

I've been waking up at 3am

Just to check my phone and not see your name again

Is it just delusion that's tearing me apart

Or did I mess this up somewhere from the start?

So what do I do with all these broken parts?

And how do I live when we are miles apart?

What am I now that you're not in my arms?

What am I now?

What am I now?

And what do I do since you broke me down?

And I see your face all around this town

I was lost but you made me found

So what am I now?

What am I now?

What am I now, now that we've lost it?

What do I do knowing you've caused this?

Where do I go now, let's be honest

What am I now?

What am I now?

What am I now, now that we've lost it?

What do I do knowing you've caused this?

Where do I go now, let's be honest

What am I now?

What am I now?

What am I now, now that we've lost it?

What do I do knowing you've caused this?

Where do I go now, let's be honest

What am I now?

What am I now?

I've been writing songs every night

It's the only thing that's keeping me alive

I'm trying to chase this feeling

That's always out of reach

You were the best of my life

And you broke every part of me