Hiding In The Darkness Lyrics

I know I should be running toward the light

But the darkness hides my pain out of sight

I feel that what I'm doing isn't right

Yet I don't have any strength left to fight

I just wanna say everything's fine

But inside I know it's not fine

I'm hiding in the darkness

I'm running from my weakness

Pondering all my wrongness

Sitting here in restlessness

In my head I think I'm about to die

And I just want to sit right here and sigh

I used to live a life that's one big lie

Now all I do is contemplate and cry

I just wanna say everything's fine

But inside I know it's not fine

I'm hiding in the darkness

I'm running from my weakness

Pondering all my wrongness

Sitting here in restlessness

Now I'm stuck here hour after hour

Still alive but I have no power

My hope is crumbling like a tower

As all I ever do is just cower

Oh I'm stuck here hour after hour

Still alive but I have no power

My hope is crumbling like a tower

As all I ever do is just cower

I'm hiding in the darkness

I'm running from my weakness

Pondering all my wrongness

Sitting here in restlessness

I'm running to the darkness

I'm hiding from my weakness

Thinking about all my wrongness

Crying here in restlessness