SHADOWS Lyrics

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

And no matter-

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

And no matter what I try to do

Every time they seem to lurk on me

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

And no matter what I try to do

Every time they seem to lurk on me

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through (okay)

I see my shadows making fun of me

2018 says I'm worse off now

Pretend I wasn't lost, just lived too long

Wasn't supposed to make it past 14

All the friends I lost along the way

Some I wished I could say sorry to

Others I wish I could just bury now

"No hard feelings" but your words is toxic

I see your shadows, you a killer too

But that's okay cause we're all learning from

Our silent crimes, it's all subjective though

I know it's painful but you gotta heal

We're gonna be okay

Just tell me what-

We're gonna be okay

Your shadow's like

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

And no matter what I try to do

Every time they seem to lurk on me

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

And no matter what I try to do

Every time they seem to lurk on me

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

Just tell me what

Your shadow's like

Can you feel it?

Perceive it? Even speak with it?

I think I can

I know I can

I wish it wasn't so

But traumas can come to life

Post-traumatic shadows when I'm at peace (yeah)

Suicide tries to blind me (ay)

BPD toward my extremes (yeah)

2018 tried to kill me (uh)

2021 to drown me.

Since 2022 I've been healing (yeah)

2023 lost my mind (ay)

2024 locked back in (yeah)

Euphoria, dysphoria

Which way are we going?

Dysphoria, euphoria

Which pill are you taking?

We're gonna be okay

Just tell me what-

We're gonna be okay

Your shadow's like

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

And no matter what I try to do

Every time they seem to lurk on me

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

And no matter what I try to do

Every time they seem to lurk on me

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

And no matter what I try to do

Every time they seem to lurk on me

Everyday I try to let it go

Every night I feel them coming through

And no matter what I try to do

Every time they seem to lurk on me

We're gonna be okay

Just tell me what-

We're gonna be okay

Your shadow's like

We're gonna be okay

We're gonna be okay