im just mediocre. Lyrics

I keep getting colder and colder, I won't laugh till it's over

I won't smile till I'm sober, hoping I can find some closure

Need a four-leaf clover, like a dog needs an owner

Yeah, they call me a joker, but I'm just mediocre

They don't want me back now

All I hear are bad sounds

I will never back down

Love in the background

Wait until I black out

Then they pull my cash out

They hating on me, like

What's that about

Saying that they hate me, but I don't even care

I'd put my feelings to the side, but they were never there

Feel the hatred inside of me, and it's making me scared

I might just empty out my pockets and rip out my hair

Can't help but feel the pain

When the tears turn into rain

Can't help but be insane

Only pray to Mary Jane

No more thoughts inside my brain

Why do feelings feel like pain

Why do feelings feel like pain

Why do feelings feel like pain

They love everything I'm not about

And they love when I'm not around

But they're loving every sound,

put my heart inside the ground

Hide my feelings till they're found,

Cause my feelings never round

Now I'm going pound for pound,

Made my life turn upside down

Got me feeling like a clown, you got me feeling like a clown

I keep getting colder and colder, I won't laugh till it's over

I won't smile till I'm sober, hoping I can find some closure

Need a four leaf clover, like a dog needs an owner

Yeah, they call me a joker, but I'm just mediocre

They don't want me back now

All I hear are bad sounds

I will never back down

Love in the background

Wait until I black out,

Then they pull my cash out

They hating on me, like

What's that about