CATHARSIS Lyrics

I want a diet based on caviar and lobster

Best believe I won't be feeling no imposter syndrome

I'm working hard. I've been here creating bars

I'm sick of producing dark shit

I love it, but just listen to when I put my subconscious to it

I know my guardian and I wouldn't call him angel

I focus on the days I feel like I got it all

And I always love today

I just love tomorrow more

Sometimes I listen to biggie

Laying face down on the carpet

I like listening to violent shit

I think it's cathartic

It makes me less inclined

To follow through with all my thoughts

And it's better for my heart

To not go through all the heartache

That's why I don't get attached easily

I've had some hard days

I used to be extremely susceptible to emotions

At seven, I had a water balloon

And stuck some eyes on it

Called it Bob, my brother popped it

I cried for 20 minutes

And got teased for my attachment

I didn't know what cash did

Why everyone wanted it

But soon I got enlightened

When I saw that little Lego set

I remember what mama said

It's your money you can do what you want with it

But I didn't have it yet

Waited for a while

And when I finally had it

Made her bring me back in town

The Lego set was gone

Just sold, I saw it in the hands

Of someone unworthy and spoiled

I didn't cry, then I knew I was growing

That's how I knew I was growing

I didn't cry, but I should've

Catharsis and shit

Okay, let's get it back again

Another story, another year, another Jordan

If the night is getting boring

Pop a molly, another beer

I got no metal face

I never reduce to only having a beer left

At least a couple kegs

I listen to myself and see the old me fade to black

I used to be so innocent

Then the years took my hand

And drifted me from the mainland

To where you smell the crack bubbling

Where thieves attack

Don't think just cause they're tourists here

Florence isn't packed with evil and bad decisions

It's rapid from a bad look to getting stabbed

Here children walk around with switchblades

Just to be part of a baby gang fuck

Pray you don't get pocket watched by an 11-year-old

You're not part of a hazing

Or just basic protocol

You cut somebody then get called by a 20-year-old

Who did the same thing for the same reasons

Nine years ago

Jordan's back again and got a classic on him

Mezzo fiorentino e mezzo americano

Stai tutto geloso perché sto spaccando

Motherfucker, shut the fuck up

Imma gonna catch you

Run around like ain't nobody's business

Fuck your bitch and check her off my fuck list

Try to knock, don't wanna interrupt

Don't want to interrupt

That bitch a cup

I be going fast

So I leave her in the dust

Leave that bitch to me

You don't know how to make her come

You were not able, you are disabled

Your stupidity is crippling you're unfaithful

I was serious now I'm not

Got that sample rocking on my c

Wait, what?

Bring that shit back

Jordan is back

You know Jordan is back

You was waiting for that autotune

You was waiting for that

You was waiting for that

Free thugger

I never said that, but free thugger

I like his music

I don't know what happened or what he did

But free him

I want more of his music