my unapologetic lack of respect for you Lyrics

If I open up myself to you

Or anyone I can't go through

With the things I tell myself to do

I wish it were that simple but

I don't know how to give it up

And it's wearing on me

Wish it weren't so lonely

And that people didn't want

So much from me

Filled with jealousy

And increasingly

It's creeping on me

And I need tell you something that

The grass is greener on the other side

I thought you'd never leave my side

Now you'd rather leave and say goodbye to me and here

I'm in between and now I've lost my dignity

Wish I could free myself from

All the chains you have

But I'm underneath the surface and I'm spinning round in circles

Trying to catch a ride on this crazy train

Your absence is driving me insane

I can't contain my thoughts on all your selfish ways.

You think you're fine I think I'm better

Cuz you're the one who had to sever

Ties with me when in reality I'm the one who made you anything.

I'm a broken record unceasingly

Telling you I'm better than he could be

But you wouldn't listen

And it's eating me alive like you just want to hide from me

Cuz you know you're wrong

And you won't confess your fault to me

Or anyone cuz undoubtedly you think you can't admit defeat

Pretty soon you'll learn you can't lose the past

The lies you tell yourself will never last

The mistakes you made will not come to pass

You can't run forever it'll catch up fast

I never thought that you'd go through with this

Cuz I know that you are still new to this

I wouldn't put it passed you either way

I know that I'll come back to you someday, cuz

The grass is greener on the other side

I thought you'd never leave my side

Now you'd rather leave and say goodbye to me and here

I'm in between and now I've lost my dignity

Wish I could free myself from

All the chains you have

But I'm underneath the surface and I'm spinning round in circles