Have You Ever Lyrics

Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within

Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win

Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim

Enemies, they came from friends

And your family, no longer kin, naw

Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within

Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win

Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim

Enemies, they came from friends

And your family, no longer kin

I swear it's crazy how I feel

Shit dont even seem real

And I'm still on it since you met me and really focused on mills

That's for my kids to eat

Still aint been complete

I get and grind

I aint skipped a beat

Say I been discrete

But it takes time

Put my all in

Really aint too much to give

Doctor told Nanny in September, she got 6 months to live

I Swear that shit done hurt my soul

Its like my heart already cold

And I wish that I aint know

Its really better left untold

She in good spirits,yea thats a blessing

Although I act okay,but deep within, im really stressing

In the mix, some built up tension

A couple things that I'll soon mention

I got deep thoughts I hold in

I swear to God that I won't question

Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within

Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win

Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim

Enemies, they came from friends

And your family, no longer kin, naw

Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within

Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win

Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim

Enemies, they came from friends

And your family, no longer kin

At night cant even sleep, I be tired but im awoke

Still money missions plus the visions, for me to stay afloat

Remember times look like I had it, in reality was broke

Feeling heartache, cuz I lost someone that I feel loved me the most

Only connection, is the kids

Wish it wasn't but it is

Some of that, and some of this

Missing out on things I miss

Say good things come to those, well im waiting patiently

I dont ask for shit from no one, but I'll just tell them pray for me

A couple people talking down, but aint needing their opinion

Sorta hating on my position, but really I aint listen

"I see you shining nigga, I could smell a mother fucker with money, even Ray Charles could see you got money"

Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within

Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win

Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim

Enemies, they came from friends

And your family, no longer kin, naw

Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within

Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win

Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim

Enemies, they came from friends (Phone Rings)

And your family, no longer kin (Phone Rings)

(Last phone call with Nanny)

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