awake Lyrics

I don't know what the problem is

I don't even know how the time exists

But there it all goes,

Just up and went

Didn't even have the decency to let me

Know that it was going,

On its way out

You think I'd know better

Than to let me down but

I don't know what the problem is

And I don't understand how the time exists when

I still

Feel like

A little girl

Sometimes

Stay awake

At night

I still

Feel like

A little girl

Sometimes

Stay awake

At night

I'm trying to wrap my brain

Around every word,

Everything I won't say

Things that I did

That didn't go my way

And all of the shit that I replay

Keeps me awake

Don't wanna get too close

'Cause I never know

What I'll remember most

It's getting late,

You know how these things go

Wish I could stop, refrain

But it keeps me awake

Here we go again, put another wall up

Defensive lines, yeah I got 'em all

But babe, I'll double dare you

Give it your best try

Think the only way to infiltrate is the inside

Please don't

Hold me

Accountable, for

The voice in my head

Can't leave my bed when she's talking again

I still

Feel like

A little girl

Sometimes

Stay awake

At night

I still

Feel like

A little girl

Most nights

Desperate

To prove her right

I'm trying to wrap my brain

Around every word,

Everything I won't say

Things that I did

That didn't go my way

And all of the shit that I replay,

It's keeping me awake

Don't wanna get too close

'Cause I never know

What I'll remember most

It's getting late,

You know how these things go

Wish I could stop, refrain

But it keeps me awake