Crutch (Redux) Lyrics

Jumping ship, crashing into the sea

Wasted away, numbing everything

Bloodshot eyes, I can't see clearly

Self destruction, chasing this feeling

When will I learn?

When will I learn?

Inhale the poison to balance the pain

Sleepless nights, scrounging for my next fix

Corroded insides, but still I stay selfish

Breathe out, paranoia settles in

Bittersweet burn that fills my lungs

Face down with the damage done

I've destroyed everything

Just to feel you again (again)

Why can't you hear their cries?

Euphoria masquerades as company

Drifts away

Up for weeks, demons encouraging

Trembling, trembling

I am lost, and there is no saving me

No saving me

Falling fast, I'm spiraling to no end

Longing to feel nothing ever again

Blacked out, no control

Befriending my crutch

I've been wondering can I keep on

Or will I lose my soul?

The warmth I feel when it courses through

Will I ever come to?

Loss of consciousness

Facing reality was never my strong suit

Inhale the poison to balance the pain

Sleepless nights, scrounging for my next fix

Corroded insides, but still I stay selfish

Breathe out, paranoia settles in

Bittersweet burn that fills my lungs

Face down with the damage done

Dances with the devil and His next of kin

There's no penance for all my sins

Jumping ship, crashing into the sea

Self destruction, chasing this feeling