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I’m covering up my face

It’s getting harder to hide

How could anyone ever love me?

I’ve been hiding for days

I think I’m loosing my mind

Is there even a point?

If only I was separated from the sickness in my head

I wouldn’t hide and run away from the decisions I regret

I don’t recognize myself in the mirror

There’s a hole in my brain I can’t feel any longer

I’m not the same

They cut me open and took everything

Is this a dream

I’m disconnected from reality

I’m oversetting the pace

I think I’m over the line

How could anyone ever conceive

An ending point in the race

Now I’m falling behind

I think I’m missing the point

Will I decay?

Will the memories of everything still

Be there to stay

It’s keeping me awake

I’m not the same

They cut me open and took everything

Is this a dream

I’m disconnected from reality

Will I decay?

Will the memories of everything still

Be there to stay

Be there to stay

I’m not the same

They cut me open and took everything

Is this a dream

I’m disconnected from reality