COLLISIONS Lyrics

These ropes keep breaking I hate it

Keep passing out im sedated

I've been the one you keep hating

I'm 30 and still aint famous

Rodda is never gone make it

All of my anger contagious

I fuck around and drink cases

And all my problems can't face em

Lose myself when I'm drinking

I drown in guilt when I'm thinking

An I don't swim I'm just sinking

Dishonored up while I'm blinking

Take my whole face and just ink it

Slit my throat open it's stinging

Just need my ears to quit ringing

It's only hurt that I'm bringing

This fucking pain been imprinted

Need no escape when I'm spinning

I self destruct for a living

Inside my head where I'm hidden

Fill up my script and I sniff it

These addys keeping me litted

I feel my whole heart splitting

To many times good riddance

All this anger to livid

I'm soaked in blood that I'm dripping

From my own throat cause I slit it

To fucking of the spitting

If I was dead then they'd listen

These overdoses no limits

I disappear like a mimic

These coping skills all diminished

I truly think that I'm finished

So ima swim the fishes

Leave me some roses and kisses

I truly think that I'm finished

So ima swim with the fishes

Give me some roses and kisses

Waking focused for minutes

But now I'm broken forget it

Won't leave my house I'm to frigid

Don't need your help leave me writhing

You saw me out no you didn't

And these depressive decisions

I'm drinking causing collisions

Tell momma call the mortician

Drank away all my riches

And used up all my ambition

To all the shame I'm imprisoned

I'm fucking scum I'll admit it

I'm bringing death to fruition

Most can't believe I'm still living

This fucking life is a gimmick

So unalive and forbidden

Self destruct for a living

This pain is gear I'm equipping

Inside my head where I'm hidden

You cut me out like a ribbon

So I don't need no permission

Use you for bait while I'm fishing

Can't fucking wait the precision

From platinum snipes let em glisten

I'll keep on dreaming no limits

You'll keep on fiending for fixing

I let her scream when I hit it

I only need a few minutes

You fucking hear that its killing

This life is trash are you kidding

Your arms are scratched but ain't itching

Your life is trash are you kidding