Everything Beautiful is in the Dark Lyrics

Spent all my life searching for the truth

Why am I alive? What must I do?

But every single night I'm haunted by my mistakes

A prisoner by my own hands and this twisted game

I'm so sick and tired of all the pain I cause

They're caught in my god damn web that's haunted by my flaws

I'm desperate for release from the chains that bind

Im desperate for redemption in my darkest times

I can't find a way for my pain to escape

I guess it's here to stay

Oh please I don't want them to see

What is underneath I don't want them to flee

Hear the voices echoing whispers in the wind

Telling me to end it all when I've yet to begin

Hide behind a wall of lies hide behind a false face

But I can see into your eyes cause I do the same thing everyday

I don't want them to know the sorrow that I feel underneath

The world is fucking cold like the days you were right next to me

I can hardly breathe hanging on right by the seams

I hope that I will change oh I know I will some day

I can't find a way for my pain to escape

I guess it's here to stay

Oh please I don't want them to see

What is underneath I don't want them to flee