My Apologies, (Album Version) Lyrics

I'll start with some people that I've hurt before

And I don't want to lose

Sorry I have troubles hitting back

I wish I could too

But I'm stubborn

I'm stubborn

I get it from my mama

I'm used to feeling low

I think it's 'cause my papa

I'll let this be my apology

I'll eternally keep this bound to me

I don't want to let this go

Don't know if you are on a roll

I'm so sorry

I'm working on my communication

And my aspirations require experimentation

I'm trying hard to find the right words

And I hope that we can restart

But if you don't wanna forgive

I won't hold you accountable for all of my sins

I've broken so many hearts

Trying to get things right

Didn't realize that was a problem

After this many tries

But I'm stubborn

I'm stubborn

I get it from my mama

And I hate confrontation

I think it's because of my papa

But, I'll let this be

My apology

I'll do anything it takes

To make it seen

To make it seen I'm sorry

And everyone makes mistakes

But I know I'm the one to blame

And I left messages on gray

I'm not absolved of anything

I have no right to ask for more

I only want to restore

What little faith you had in me

I pray that this will mean something

I'll bear it all to my chest

'Cause there's no going back

And I don't wanna let you down

Like I did before

And I'm sure that

This is a first step

I mean it when I swear by my mama

And though he hurt me

I still love him

So I'll swear by my papa

I'm sorry I tell lies

And I'm sorry that I start fights

And I'm sorry I can't hit back

I'm sorry that I did that

I'm sorry that I ghosted

I'm sorry this is the most

And I'm sorry it's inappropriate

I'm sorry I'm so emotionless

I'm sorry it's overdue

And I'm sorry I blew the fuse

And I'm sorry I find it difficult

To say the words"I miss you"