Letter To Myself (Freestyle) Lyrics

The biggest poison in us is regret

I think there are a lot of people that have dreams

And aspirations of things that they always wanted to do

But it wasn't the right time

Or they didn't have enough money or they didn't have enough experience

It's never the right time

You're never gonna have the right experience

And all of a sudden you wake up and you're seventy

And you're like, God, I wish I could have done it

It's what you don't do that screws with you later on

I get one shot at this life

This is it

I got my eyes wide open, more focused than I have ever been

I'm in a better place than I was the other day

I had to lose myself, now it's time to find my way

God broke me down, now I gotta go reshape

Ten-toed pivot, that's how I'm living

Breaking all the cycles and do it for my children

Fighting off demons, God damn it, an I'm winning

And the shit I'm cooking up got it hotter than Hell's Kitchen, Uhh!

No longer will I live in pain

It's time for me to free myself out this mental cage

And I will never be the same

Cause I done did some shit that I'm taking to the grave

Oh, I will never sell my soul, no

Walking down this long road, oh

Still gripping on my pole, oh, oh, oh

Mmmmm, still gripping on my pole

Still gripping on my pole, gripping on pole

Mmmm mmmmm mmmmmm!

I come alive in the nighttime

It's like the only time that I shine

It made me harder than a motherfucker

Every single time that I cried, all I know is pain

So I try to stay sheltered from it

I ain't hurt yet, I guess I gained something from it

Grandma told me, I gotta stop running from it

Free yourself and try to learn something from it

I done been to hell and back way too many fucking times

I'm all out of tears, guess it's time to wipe my eyes

Everyone I love always seems to leave or die

Reason I don't come around, I'm tired of saying bye

Who would ever thought life would be like this

So many times I cried, but I loved that bitch

Who would ever thought love would feel like this

Begging you for pain as I'm crying and shit

I'm on a search to find peace in a fucked up world

But this ain't it for me, I'ma fight through the hurt

Prove everybody wrong who drug my name through the dirt

I had to leave a bitch to know my worth

I got hate in my heart with love on my mind

But that shit is hard to show when you're dying inside

If you're feeling what I'm feeling, then let's take a ride

Hit the henday 2am, smoke a blunt and just vibe

My words they paint pictures for the broken hearted

Hitting home runs cause home is where the heart is

Everything I do, I do for my sons and my daughters

And I finally found a way up out of the darkness, Uhh!