Backstabber ft. zvcki & The Virus and Antidote Lyrics

I've gotten so used to you now

I'm not worth anything to you somehow

You were my drug of choice deep in my veins

Withdrawal symptoms like a cold heartbreak

What should I do when you're not around?

Can't hear no sound, my life is like a battleground

Remember when you left me? my sorrow-ness drowned me

I wanted to be alone, didn't fuck with my surroundings

Now I'm in a new phase

Rolling around, switching lanes

Despite all the odds, I can say that I'm in a better place

Left you behind with all my remains

With all my hopes that I'll never get to see your face

Now I'm in a new phase

Rolling around, switching lanes

Despite all the odds, I can say that I'm in a better place

Left you behind with all my remains

With all my hopes that I'll never get to see your face

When the sun gon' rise I'ma go to sleep

I won't let nobody tell me how to live

Think I lost all my trust I was cut too deep

I was left in the dark why should I forgive

Been like ghost from the streets

Never talk to no bitch

Got nobody to trust so no help I could reach

Walking leaving blood traces from my feet

Soon enough I'll be praying down on my knees

For somebody to save me from myself

Can't accept this reality my heart's in a cell

I don't wanna lose hope just because I'm ghost

For some time

Bitch I really don't feel at home

Not gonna lie

Remembering back when I was in my high school

Wasting my time waking up to some bad news

Couldn't keep up with the music that I do

Stuck in a mental hospital like a fool