Pain Lyrics

Was asking for forgiveness knowing that I would sin again

The streets kept calling with a conflict of interest

You want different results

Then you gotta move different then

Tried to do right

But ended up in some shit again

Is ignorance bliss or is ignorance ignorance

Do you hear yourself, man are you even listening

The way I've seen people switch up is sickening

They quick to double cross you, I ain't talking bout dribbling

No direct, but nigga don't call me twin again

Cause that would be implying we synonyms

I'm just popping shit

I know that that's they lingo

But that don't change the fact that I ain't kin to them

Every since I came up on some bucks like Middelton

Stared to see niggas move like Cube and Mike Epps

And what I mean is that they all about Benjamins

Cause when I didn't have it, they had a different sentiment

More money, more problems

Damn, what a predicament

Used to lie to myself til the truth started kicking in

Cause who I was wasn't in line with who I wanted to be

It could've been from misguidance

We products of our environments

But ultimately, my actions was coming from me cause

I was out here trying to get it

Didn't make the best decisions

Always had good intentions

Found myself in positions

Repeatedly bullshitting

Too afraid to admit it

Coping with bad habits and I thought money would fix it

But thumbing thought that money didn't heal my pain

Lying to myself didn't heal my pain

Going through the motions didn't heal my pain

I was getting lit it still ain't heal my pain

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