Modern Slave Lyrics

I like to take walks

With looks of no hope

Going through all the roads

Giving the energy

That i want D.I.E

Cuz after all the control shit

I still crap it and kill it

Know all those hoes aint for me

And im drowning in a sadness

Of the size of a sea

Its the drugs

Maybe its the money or the love

I dont know maybe its my own

I met a couple people that showed me the truth

I have the final answer but im in the first

I punch the wall i start to cry blood in my fist

And all i can remember now its just your ass

In tha fuckn table pool

Yeah this is for you

Idk if it's desires or im a fool

I noticed that i dont wanna girls

I wanna feel some love, some attention,

Thats what i text you couple times a day

Im a slave of the pain

When it kicks on my brain

Its like this since my tens

And it hurts but i know

I'll never be more happy than today

A couple girls that gave next

That broke my heart

That break my chances to feel again

I aint living in the pain

Im indepent

Thats what i used to say when i was a lame

Now i know in life nobody works alone

A seed can't be a tree

If never would be sun

I hope this shit touch your heart

As i never touched your soul

Im a slave of the pain

When it kicks on my brain

Its like this since my tens

And it hurts but i know

I'll never be more happy than today

While im trynna design a escape plan

Here the kids dont dream since they got ten

Black gains bad bad chooses

Look what i look its the way to do

I've been seeing a line

I've been counting the time

I've been losing the connection w my mind

I've forget to laugh but no how to cry

We been talking for a while

Im a slave of the pain

When it kicks on my brain

Its like this since my tens

And it hurts but i know

I'll never be more happy than today