What Happened Lyrics

For all my past selves, past lives,

On the line, all the time

OK What Happened?

I was here brewing up in the stu

Just wasn't rapping

Had death stares with to-do lists

Getting towered down by canvases

It's so many ways to bring out this world I'm imagining

I have it, so lavish

OK What Happened?

Spinning in ramblings, Assessing my damages

Was 'sposed to be Big Ram & negus living too passive

With a sprinkle of effort, could really be tasting magic

So if you wanna have it then Fuck it, gotta get active

So I wake up, I'm spinning in it, 3:00 and I'm napping

I wake up, the synonym of guilt is building, attacking

Can't listen to inner wisdom whispering "just relax it!"

I'm triple time tripping over scribbling my schematics

And truly a student of this movement it's more than rapping

Was stewing on mumbling now it's the standard,

Match my patterns

All I got is my word, try to give it to yall exactly

But I'm more raw than practical, natural

OK What Happened?

Growing concerned with these relations and inactions

Swear I ain't wasting time, I was figuring out reactions

Of these combinations that I've grown too far attached with

System overloaded, wasn't coded for all this madness

Looped in delusions, so consumed with all this sadness

Stringed on them dreams, I was feening for its enaction

Dipped in them scenes, I ain't scream when it felt tragic

Nah, I'm lying, gotta evac it

OK What Happened?

Fell out of touch with colors and sniffed back in them gases

I swore that the sequel was gonna switch up from the past

But shit

It's not like this Earth is perfect circles and sans additives

I live with some adjectives

Fuck talkin bout it What Happened with it

Living so busy up in my head I couldn't rap it

Nah, check all them voice memos, albums just sitting static

I had ideas way beyond what paper could've fathomed

Just stuck in the mental realms, lopping until brain blasting

Yeah I feel like a god

But they say I'm acting erratic

I calm it to happy

Now they claim negus just manic

I was sonically scavenging

Slicing samples to make some magic

Cause ion like posing in pity parties

Like a pageant

So I killed inner judges

And every critic's getting splattered

Catch me in the moment

Grown so sick of looking backwards

And speaking on negatives

When the pluses still attaching

I'm focused on living better

Give the energy back in

It's so much to say, I think I'll crank it and then scrap it

For a moment let yall know what happened

You know me