Shiver At What You'd Say Lyrics

I'm terrified

Don't leave my side

I thought when I was nineteen I'd be invincible inside

The wars that I'd be fighting I'd be a superhero spy

Twenty years old I'm just good at hiding I guess I'm invisible if I try

But I need you to come find me just open your ears you'll hear me cry

Seems like everyone gets older and everybody grows up

But I'm lookin over my shoulder and I just can't seem to trust

My gut, my head, my brain, my overactive imagination

I just can't seem to shake that ever creepin' sensation

So I will turn on the lights and try to

Laugh at my darkest demons

Oh hours and nights will fly by but I won't

Sleep til I can't see them

I'm terrified

Don't leave my side

It seems like everyone grows bolder and everybody's gettin' tough

But my fear keeps gettin colder and I just can't rise above

My doubt, self-hate, and shame, the constant self deprecation

No I just can't seem to shake those ever louder accusations

So I will turn on the lights and try to

Laugh at my darkest demons

Oh hours and nights will fly by but I won't

Sleep til I can't see them

It's gonna be a long night…

I shiver at what you'd say

If you could see inside my brain

Ohhh-Oh

Cuz I can't wash away

It's quite a graphic stain

Ohhh-Oh

Shiver at what you'd say

I know you see inside my brain

Ohhh-Oh

So please help me wash away

It's quite a graphic stain

OHHH

So I will turn on the lights and try to

Laugh at my darkest demons

Hours and nights will fly by but I won't

Sleep til I can't see them

So I will turn on the lights and try to

Laugh at my darkest demons

Oh hours and nights will fly by but I won't

Sleep til I can't see them

I'll say Goodbye

Take back my mind

I'LL SAY GOODBYE

TAKE BACK MY MIND

I'll say Goodbye