inside me Lyrics

When I first came into the world

I didn't know that I was a mistake

Until the years that I've gone through

That led me to the path of my life that I could make

Sometimes there are days that I could be so ill

No matter how hard people try to tell me to chill

Other times there are days that I would feel myself

When happy thoughts keep rolling in my head by itself

I'm used to all the things I've ever learned

It's just that I wasn't able to respond in the right way

You won't understand what I'm fighting

Because you're not me to begin with

It hurts to have the voices in my head

That keep screaming everywhere I go

You'll never understand my pain

I have to think what's inside me

But life isn't easy, like a fight in my brain

Is there a way I have to flee

As time goes by and I grow old

There should have been a way to my fantasy

I never lost my innocence

I just learned to be aware that the real world's waiting for me

Sometimes I just want to be in bed all day

so I can sleep and just get my nightmares out of the way

Other times I don't want to fall asleep in bed

I can be happy

But my heart could wish if I was someone else instead

I'm used to all the things I've ever learned

It's just that I wasn't able to respond in the right way

You won't understand what I'm fighting

Because you're not me to begin with

It hurts to have the voices in my head

That keep screaming everywhere I go

You'll never understand my pain

I have to think what's inside me

But life isn't easy, like a fight in my brain

Is there a way I have to flee

I'm tired of being perfect

I hate the way we're trying to live inside a world that's full of hate

I know I make mistakes

Forgiving is the hardest part to concentrate

But that's the way we're made to be human

But if I'm here to stand out, where do I fit in

You'll never understand my pain

I have to think what's inside me

But life isn't easy, like a fight in my brain

Is there a way I have to flee

Is there a way I have to flee

Is there a way I have to flee