Change of Heart Lyrics

I don't wanna be the one that you go and play with

But I know that every time you say that you love me, you playin

It's like you sayin' it to say it, so you can save it, yeah

Save it for somebody who needs it, because I don't need it

You remember every day you used to tell me that I was just needy

I was too damn clingy, that's why you would just leave me

And every day, that's why you don't wanna see me

And now I'm left in this bitch all by myself

And it's okay, cause I don't need no one but myself

Every day, you would just go put me up on the shelf, yeah

And I was sick and tired of bein' shelved, so I'm

Right here, sick of goin' through hell

And that's the only thing that you've been puttin' me through

I was lookin' to you to help me, but you wouldn't help nobody but you, yeah

And I helped you in the hardest down time of your life

And now I've had to change your heart

Maybe I'm doin' this for spite

Nah, I gotta go and do this cause it's what feels right

But I don't feel like I'll ever feel right

I might just go on my way

Why don't you ever just tell the truth and say I ain't mean shit to you

Tell me what the hell I ever did to you

For all the shit you put me through, all I ever did was help

Yeah, but you only care about yourself

What the hell is your problem, why you puttin' me through hell

I don't even get it, why the hell can you not ever just go and dwell

On the past shit, yeah

Yeah, you told me you was past it

Yeah, you told me it was past tense

Did you know I was really payin' attention

And in a day, just so happen to catch it

Yeah, I caught all the marks

When I heard that shit, it really went and hurt my heart

Yeah, this shit was hard

Tryna go and get over you

And I'm still not over you

I think I might change my ways

I don't wanna think about pain

But one thing about pain

Is it always ends

But when it does, are we healing

And I don't wanna be friends

We can never be that

So damn plain to see that

Why you wanna do me bad

You don't care about me

So I don't want you nowhere around me

Oh my God