BLOODY BEAUTY OFF THE BEATEN PATH Lyrics

I've been beaten to a pulp

And now there's rage inside my skull

I'm at the stage that I could pull a new outrageous full revolt

I feel so faded, I feel dull

I feel so jaded, I'm a wolf In sheep's skin

But I'm convinced you're always full of bullshit

This full sick display of the words you wish you could spit

Used to be a good kid, now I would kill to procure chips

Things I could do 'cause I truly felt I don't deserve this

Compelled to dwell

Oh well, I prefer to desert this

Power on the prowl with my demons leeching to serpents

This madness on a tragic path, I keep a firm grip

Belting out verses they could worship 'cause I'm a wordsmith

With every breath, I'll let this burn bitch

Karma ain't good enough, I need payback and a check

In order for things to start looking up

I cannot look above all of these walls that I dread

And I shouldn't of given that bitch any time

Now I'm cooking up all of this shit 'cause I couldn't budge

Stood above words I blurted to flows I converted from prose

I inserted on beats that I murdered

Breathe on the surface

Beneath this aversion to peace is inertia I need

In order to further my plans before this worsens my dreams

At a glance, you may fathom or misunderstand

My sadness may lift up or slam onto my tragic demands

Crashing these habits, can't live or enhance

Deliver these rants in the palm of my hands

For my solace, I chant

Diabolical plans

Swingin' for the fences, I've been feeling really relentless

Like a sicko hell bent on vengeance

Try to fill the void with a penchant

For the tension and the erratic static in the air

Fact that this shit isn't fair

Leads me to see why they just sit and stare

No reason to spare all my demons, I greet 'em

Aware of their bleakest, egregious and deepest old secrets

I've led the belief that my grief's undefeated

My need for relief has been creased

And receded my dreams like a piece of this paper

Scribbles unleashing my hatred for days, I can't waiver

Fade to a state where I'm blank in my nature

I sank in the deepest deceit

Complete with a knife to my back and dismay to my knees

Just another new season to seize the feelings I bleed

No fooling a villain, the folly repeats

I've been filling the void with this heat

While I'm void of my needs

Just a boy, I'll destroy and delete all the noise that I breed

Like the ploys you're poised to repeat

Foil your forces and your greed

And then leave

My minds been in shambles

If I press rewind for a handle upon this life

I could sample my damaged sight, for example

Can't stand to write a preamble

I'd rather get right into jams

And expand on life for a gamble 'till out of ammo

I've been beaten to a pulp

And now there's rage inside my skull

I'm at the stage that I could pull a new outrageous full revolt

I feel so faded, I feel dull

I feel so jaded, I'm a wolf In sheep's skin

But I'm convinced you're always full of bullshit

This full sick display of the words you wish you could spit

Used to be a good kid, now I would kill to procure chips

The things I could do 'cause I truly felt I don't deserve this

With every breath

I'll let this burn bitch

Come hell and high water, keep afloat

2024, I'll beat the buzzer 'till the speakers blow

Four years ago, i felt so empty

Find life in a brutal frenzy

But to highlight journal entries

My hindsight is 2020 through the smoke

What I wrote

A new shrine of verses just for my new vibrant purpose

And a deterrent for all of my broken hopes

New roads provide me entry to a world of peaks and slopes

I dream of everything, but sleep alone

Pressure brings me grief

I cope with several things 'till pleasure sinks into my soul

Festering new dreams that grow heavy with every seasons close

I could never seem to hold onto anything long enough

To ever think or boast I'm strong enough to never fucking sink and float

On the hunt to sync these flows with my hunger

Appease my goals, leave no crumbs

I fiend for hope 'till I'm heaving with a bleeding nose

Exceeding flows, approach my demons with an evil pose

The lord don't even know

Get even, though I'm over this result

I've been beaten to a pulp

And now there's rage inside my skull

I'm at the stage that I could pull a new outrageous full revolt

I feel so faded, I feel dull

I feel so jaded, I'm a wolf

In sheep's skin, but I'm convinced

You're always full of bullshit

This full sick display of the words you wish you could spit

Used to be a good kid, now I would kill to procure chips

The things I could do 'cause I truly felt I don't deserve this

With every breath, I'll let this burn bitch

I've been beaten to a pulp

And now there's rage inside my skull

I'm at the stage that I could pull a new outrageous full revolt

I feel so faded, I feel dull

I feel so jaded, I'm a wolf

In sheep's skin, but I'm convinced

You're always full of bullshit

This full sick display of the words you wish you could spit

Used to be a good kid, now I would kill to procure chips

The things I could do 'cause I truly felt I don't deserve this

With every breath, I'll let this burn bitch