TEST TRACK Lyrics

He pulls up

Back to the trap

It's all the

Same again

Hasn't seen the flats

Since an addict

So now he's

Flashing back

Habits reimagined

The pain that he's had

Is phasing in

Catching up with mates

That he knew back

When he was on the crack

Lacking satisfaction

He chases

What will endanger him

Back stabbing maggots

Attracted

Moth'n and flame'n him

Satty pack for racking

But face is shrunken

To paper thin

Scattered bad reactions

From toxins he watches

Changing him

It's catching up

Lost in addiction

Hasn't he had enough

Racking up

Try Dodge the system

But hasn't had the luck

Situations fucked

Now he doesn't know

How to give it up

Given how he's living

He thinks he will die

Before he does

So now he plummets

Further and further

Towards the bitter truth

Found It hard to

Search for purpose

Through all

The hurt he knew

Burdened

By the purchase

Of bourbon

He learned from

Early youth

Immersed inebriated

The curse

That he learned

To hurdle through

He got a job

Now he's waking

Up with

A new approach

Putting in the work

To his service

And try's do the most

No matter

how's he's hurting

His urgency

Keeps him

Earning slow

Slowly getting sober

Through working out

How he's gonna grow

Growing fast,

Look at the calendar

All time that's passed

Starting tasks,

Crossing off challenges

Giving life it's spark

Knows his path

He is a traveler

Bringing light to grass

Found out

How to better his character

Now he's on the mark

Sober for a year

And seems like it's

Only been a week

Closer to his dreams

As his demon retreat

From deeper sleep

Focused on his breathing

And eating so

Now he sees the peak

Looking at mirror

Not seeing the scene

He used to seek

Trusted in himself

And the process

That he devoted to

Closer to the person

He always knew

He's supposed

To choose

Being broken

Homeless n hopeless

To making motors move

If he can fucking do it

Then trust me brother

You'll do it too

Skitz