spilling my tongue Lyrics

Spilling my tongue

Biting my secrets

Since I was young

Felt like the weakest

Quietly quiet

Lost in the silence

Lost in the head of

Somebody violent

Deep breath in but

Nothing comes out

Paper thin

Did I say that out loud?

Who's in the mirror?

She looks like

Somebody else

I fall too hard and

Shatter into pieces

I'm scared of heights

'Cause I tend to lean my head in

Can't hold my balance

Tip-toeing around it

I cross the line and

Always cry about it

I've always been

An introvert

And I hit myself

Where it hurts

I bleed ink

Until I sink

Until I matter

Until I shrink

An unmade bed

A messier head

Tossing and turning

Posing a threat

To the reflection

To the mind

Introspection

Frozen in time

I fall too hard and

Shatter into pieces

I'm scared of heights

'Cause I tend to lean my head in

Can't hold my balance

Tip-toeing around it

I cross the line and

Always cry about it

I take it back

All I said about

Wanting it back

Finding comfort

In the uncomfortable

'Cause it's unbearable

Am I in trouble now?

Learning to swim

If you threw me in the water

Would I sink?

Nothing breaks like the bent

I'm scared 'cause I know her

When I go low

She goes lower

I fall too hard and

Shatter into pieces

I'm scared of heights

'Cause I tend to lean my head in

Can't hold my balance

Tip-toeing around it

I cross the line and

Always cry about it