Last Words ft. Cat Mayel Lyrics

Stuck in emptiness

Trapped in despair

Nothing to do but escape

So many ways to save myself

The shadow vof me has taken over

Just counting the pills weighing my way out

Been schooling myself on this for so long

There's peace in silence

My head hurts from forcing happy

Drowning in the pain you dont know about me

Nothing else to say to say please dont judge me

Sometimes losing is winning

This might sound too drake but if you reading this is too late

I tied the noose like a 2 year old tying to fix a shoe lace

Might try to use some pills and sip some cool aid

Mixed with codeine and vodka or maybe just slap and slit my wrists

And finish the job for them niggas wh damaged my hand and missed a few veins

We got coke and fanta over here so skip the kool aid

I can make my own wounds vanish witht this new blade

Blood stains on the stainless steel

I really wanna know how the relief of dying this painless feels erase the darknesss

Off to a better place no hardship

Was made from dust and now dust shall come to replace the carcass

This how it feels when the favoured one goes from grace to garbage

Aimed to be great but only managed to scape the target

I never lost my drive even when all my mates were car sick

Now i feel like it is time to hit the brakes and park it

I got a bright idea my neighbors a police man and he's in church

Imma break in find one his pistol seize it first and decide if i should blow my brains

And traumatize anybody that sees it first

How do i use one of these how do i use one of these

Got to make it work get the bullet first God i hate to search there it is

I take two and save a third just in case i mess these up somehow

Do i point it to my temple with one hand?

Put it in my mouth with two fingers on the trigger

What do i do if the gun jams

Obviously never done this before God

Maybe this whole idea dumb as a door knob or not

You know what, i think i've changed my mind

Some of these people actually love me

So i guess i just put this gun down and .........