I Thought it Was Done Lyrics

I don't know how to explain

This feeling that I've had for quite some time

We both know only I'm to blame

And I can only hope I make it out alive

Sweat stained hands from the nerves

My bones ache every other night

Running tears leave my eyes blurred

How long will my heart have to fight

Cause I thought it was done

Has it only begun

As soon as I start to pack my bags up one by one

It all rushes back

Back inside my head

I start to sink down deep and I struggle to look ahead

Cause I thought it was done

I remember the days when I wasn't controlled

By these thoughts in my head I'm trying to throw away

Why is it a struggle for me to let go

Of all the damage done from yesterday

I'm in a fight only God can wield

Take control of my body and shame

I pray for the day that I can say I'm healed

I'm counting down all these stressful days

Cause I thought it was done

Has it only begun

As soon as I start to pack my bags up one by one

It all rushes back

Back inside my head

I start to sink down deep and I struggle to look ahead

Cause I thought it was done

Oh I thought it was done