LOSING MYSELF Lyrics

I'm losing myself

Flare my nostrils, what is that smell?

8th circle of hell

I really don't wanna say farewell

I don't know myself

Keep it on the low, never kiss and tell

I want vieles mehr

But I guess there's just no time left

I'm hurting myself

All in my work, I've trapped my head

I've not been feeling well

All in my feelings, I'm so obsessed

But then I sing and rap

Something in the air, felt an attack

I'm losi- voice crack

You're attractive & I noticed that

I'm so lost

I'm so lost

Can't admit that I want you

Should I even pursue?

All in my feelings, cos ill never see you

I'm so nervous that I've gone see-through

I just can't admit I don't want to

Too much work to pick up a cue

Cos baby I don't have a clue

But it's not that I don't want you

Cos I do want you, but there's something in me

And I feel like an alien

Like an alien, do you understand me?!

I thought everyone felt like me

But no,

I ponder over a new crush and SONDER

Looping over as my thoughts wander

I can't, with the logic, conquer

I'm so lost

I'm so lost

I did everything they told me to

I should've won, right? But I always lose

All the work, I've been tryna improve

Sisyphus, I'm never gonna move

Birds taking pieces of me Prometheus

Love? Never been seeking it

But I wore a bloody sleeve

Knife in my back and the biting at my heels

Life moving on too quick

Legs shaking and I feel so sick

Skin cracks as the tears stop

Cut off the source from the tree tops

I feel safe under the canopy

But that's not where I gotta be

It feels like they don't want me

I'm a ghost and I'm haunting me

I'm sorry, but what's wrong with me?

Too chalant, no way of calming me

I'm so lost

I'm so lost