What Happend Lyrics

Used to playin' ball up with them hoodlums in the backyard

Now all these young and soft and they just act hard

They poppin' all these percs and sippin' syrup until they die

But I ain't one to go and fuckin' comment on they life like, yeah

Came from sellin' dimes to tweakin' all the fuckin' time

To workin' fuckin' nine to fives to pay the rent and pay the fines

Like, when I was young, I wanna be old

But now that I'm old, I wanna be young

Workin' all the time to pay the bills

Ain't got no time to have no fun

Honestly, fuck growin' up, that shit is fuckin' dead

I just wanna be a kid again, no worries in my head

But now I ain't got this PTSD up inside my head

Like, up late nights thinkin about them gunshots

Watchin' blood pour out of my homie's chest

Like, blood stained shirt, heart was hurt

Couldn't even talk on that till he was in the dirt

Now I'm lookin' at my homie's face up on his fuckin' shirt

Rest in peace to RIPs, like

I can't stop what happened

I can't go back to the past

I can't stop what happened

I can't go back to the past

I could plan my future so I don't make my mistakes again

And keep myself from situations where I lose my friends

That ain't right, I don't fight

I don't wanna lose my life

I've been planning out my future so I can say hi to God

I can't fall down, no, I can't even die

I've been chasin' paper, no, chasin' the evil eye

Soul is not for sale, so I give it all that I got

The path that I'm on is a path that was chosen by God

Chasin' all my dreams, the person I am is not a facade

Used to playin' ball up with them hoodlums in the backyard

Now all these young and soft and they just act hard

They poppin' all these perks and sippin' syrup until they die

But I ain't one to go and fuckin' comment on they life, like

Who am I? Who are you

I am just some normal dude that lives inside his own world

I live inside this cold world, like

I can't stop what happened

I can't go back to the past

I can't stop what happened

I can't go back to the past

I done fucked it up again

I got too comfortable and made too many friends

I had to drop like half of them, like

Doesn't matter in the end, no, it don't matter in the end

I had to drop like half my friends, like

Here we go again, like

Here we go again, like

Here we go again, like

Here we go again, like

Like here we go again

Here we go again, like

Here we go again, like

Here we go

Here we go

Here we go again, like