heavy artillery Lyrics

I was tryna make it authentic

One,two,three,four

My heart hasn't been real with me

My thoughts have been killing me

One more year, I know they'll be sick of me

My demons wanna get rid of me

Making choices, making history

Clip 'round my heart, that's heavy artillery

I forgot how to think, think I forgot how to be

Codeine right by the sink, I'll let my wok bleed

Codeine by the sink, I'll let my heart bleed

I don't know how to go on

So I put it in my songs

I'll make some money, put it on my arm

Waking up to success, I don't snooze alarm

The demons in my face to the money it's a race

Cops on they ass cause my corpse in the back

Get the drugs out the way, my resistance glass

I remember class, the girl who at my jokes would laugh

I just keep getting reminded of my past

I'm not claustrophobic I'm just stuck and feel trapped

I'm looking at you through the looking glass

I can't feel right now, my heart in half

I think my phone is tapped, prolly was the gas

My heart hasn't been real with me, my thoughts have been killing me

One more year and I know they'll be sick of me, my demons want to get rid of me

Making choices making history

Clip 'round my heart that's heavy artillery

I forgot how to think, think I forgot how to be

Codeine right by the sink, I'll let my wok bleed

Codeine by the sink I'll let my heart bleed

The pain it makes us

Some beat it some take drugs

Sometimes we take problems

Other times we sweep them under the rug

Went from watching rugrats

To watching friends be setback

Demons leave me be how bout that

Eddies with some fucking party packs

I'm not claustrophobic I'm just stuck and feel trapped

I'm looking at you through the looking glass

I can't feel right now, my heart in half

I think my phone is tapped, prolly was the gas

My heart hasn't been real with me, my thoughts have been killing me

One more year and I know they'll be sick of me, my demons want to get rid of me

Making choices, making history Clip 'round my heart that's heavy artillery

I forgot how to think, think I forgot how to be

Codeine right by the sink, I'll let my wok bleed

Codeine by the sink I'll let my wok bleed