Letter To My Problems Lyrics

This a letter to my problems

Mm

Nah my pops wasn't even there for me, feel like he ain't care for me

11 years old when my grandma died it Hurt me heavily

Can't seem to find peace for myself But she got her peace heavenly

The pain it turnt me to a monster now people act scared of me (grrr)

Had to isolate myself, felt like they ain't care for me

Mentally I was torn apart, felt like my folks wasn't there for me

That's why I keep going hard, Ima always be there for me

Thought they had my back til I look back nobody there but me

Family wigging out this shit getting crazy we bumping head to head

Cousins think I don't fuk with em I'm tryna get some bread

Everything I do ain't just for me it's for yall and big Red (RIP )

Tryna break a curse that probably won't happen until the day I'm dead

Keep grinding and thug it out, til the day I lay my head

All the shit I been through still surprised that I ain't end up dead

Lied inside the struggle I accept the shit and made a bed

Knew I couldn't be down forever I just had to plan ahead

Uh I just had to plan ahead

Knew I couldn't be down forever

I just had to touch some bread

Through the blood sweat and the tears

I just had to manifest…

I had just had to

Uh

Know people close to me that don't like me don't want me succeed (get em out of there)

I got bitches that I barely know give me what-ever I need (muah)

That's why I just sit back roll this dope and get high off these trees

Couldn't call on my folks when I'm in need they quick call on me

Remember my pockets was low damn near was broke so I start selling (hmm)

Flipped that money quick saved up my shit and went a copped a (mmm)

Then made it legit got on my shit nobody stopping me

Know my circle small and tight rock with the ones who rock with me (wrap it up)

Can't show love to everybody,

That's when they gone think you weak

They tried to throw crosses at me (I caught em)

Xed em out and kept it G (gangsta)

Learned my lesson quick made sure I dot my i's and cross my t's

Yea blood might be thick that don't mean shit none more than loyalty

Short end of the stick is what u get when you show love on me

Watch it run out quick cause it be fake and that's a guarantee

That's when u gone ask yourself (ask yourself) who gone show some love to me? (Love to me)

I be there for everybody, seem like it's a one way street

Seeing shit for what it is, I can't let that fuck with me

Know my heart too biggg for my own gooddd feel like it's judging me

Swatting all the bushit from left to right like it be bugging me

Deal with pain just like some dope all that shit be numbing me

Treat this shit like competition, this motion go hand to hand

Ever since I touched some money, that's when I start losing friends

No lie it fucked me up seeing certain relationship come to and an end

I don't fuck with niggas period that's why ion got no friends

Catch all the shit that be thrown didn't break me it made me a man

Stand out like a black sheep I take all the blame and make amends

Couldn't go just for anything the struggle made me who I am

Doing right to clear to wrongs got off my ass to feed the fam

Treat this shit like competition, this motion going hand to hand

ever since I touched some money, that's when I start losing friends

No lie it fucked me up seeing certain relationship come to and an end

I don't fuck with niggas period, that's why ion got no friends

Catch all the shit that be thrown didn't break me it made me a man

Stand out like a black sheep I take all the blame and make amends

Couldn't go just for anything the struggle made me who I am

Doing right to clear to wrongs got off my ass to feed the fam

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