Psychodrama Lyrics

You gotta tell me you love me a thousand times before i give back

Emotional rollercoaster these thrills are giving whiplash

One day im putting shawties in heels

Next day im on the edge of a hill

With nobody should i chill because people love me

Not everybody

I mean i really started doing this for everybody now i need some help

Quarter milly down the drain if i don't sell

They say that raps dead so if i blow do i still protect my soul

This is my story

I guess it started off right

A couple grand i guess it started alright

Was fight or flight in my younger days tryna reach heights

Uncle drive if he didn't go, my dreams and my journey woulda died

I swear this industry is weird a bunch of fucking fake guys, always tryna waste time

And people always ask me how i'm living two lives

Put my boots on in the morning then my mask on

Before its ever reaching Dark night

I used to draw me a hero before i turned a hero

I went from money sub zero to living like deniro

Bare actors, most of you do it backwards still they see me in a mask when most of you lack talent

Can't you see im X factor

I know i ain't your everyday rapper

I never trapped

Never went to jail & still im rapping from this pain

It's a game i just hope it ends well

I prevail

Lord protect me from my sins & myself

One fifty, I'm driving through my city

The perfs got a mind of its own

Even when in top gear

Still my speeding wont show

Went and set the bar high

So if my streams seem low

Then connections won't grow

And the album won't land

For every time i give back im spending bands on bands

It's like im in a traffic jam & there's danger

I swear i get more love from a stranger

Than people i would once call neighbours

And people still ask a lot of me

If you won the lottery

Would you donate to people stuck in economy or would Jack Harlow

Put the rest in some property

There's people out here playing like monopoly

I gotta do it properly

Dreams of some payback

They wanna see me Pop but their energy is take that

And If it ain't the money of a maybach or coming with a vision or game plan

Then honestly, well that's what bothers me

We ain't the same, you cat for fame while i hide my name

She gave me brain & now she's giving me a headache

I'm feeling like Danny when the fans wanna press play

And every other day i wanna change but i wanna stay the same

I wanna re invent the game

I dont know how long it takes

I dont know if i will break

Give me strength & keep me sane

Imagine feeling like a animal

Your locked in a cage

If i ain't putting physcho in the drama then it's …