Bugs Normy ft. Paulo Lyrics

Wear a smile, wave hello

Be very proud behave normal

You're adulting, way to go

Complying to the these basic rules

Now you're a liar, and they know

But so are they, it's all a show

How you see me now I can tell you I am not the same at home

Why do I gotta fit the mold of a life described as traditional

Violent guy and I'm miserable

Single minded individual

I guess that shits basically that hive minded mentality

But this is just reality

I think this shits insanity

I can't believe that I can't be me

Cuz I might offend someone till they cancel me

So basically we're all tip-toeing

Afraid losing it all in a quick moment

The pain and struggle that I hold inside

Takes me from the drama that I've known in life

I've rolled the dice, I've flipped the cards

I've lived a life some describe as hard

I wish I was just happy like the rest of them

Instead I am a bloody mess of depression, stress and death wishes

So I wear the mask when I'm out the home

Put up a front when I'm out the door

speaking sharp with a mouth of swords

Gotta be myself, keep it thorough

Putting on my fake face

Shoving down my feelings

Tryna live life your way

Healing while I'm dealing

Feel like giving up

But it's not my style

Keep on keeping on

This happy smile!

Hi how are you?!

I'm okay, how are you?

I'm okay

Sounds like you're upset about something

Yeah, Bugs texted me again last night

Asking why I never check in on him

That's unacceptable, I'll talk to him

I'm sorry you have to deal with that

I think he needs to go back to treatment

I agree, but you know how he is

I'm so sick of being judged

So human I need love

No shit, I'm real fucked up

Brain is insane an gotta deal with you fucks

Feelings spillin on the page

Blood on the pavement, killin with rage

Only crime I committed

Was loving too much, and rhymin the realest

And I am a little bitch in the normies fucking eyes

Try to fake a smile but I'm torn up inside

Boring small talk while ignoring my mind

Tellin me to knock em out or run away and hide

I'm sorry I'm like this, cryin or I'm pissed

Finding if I struggle, I gotta bite my, shiiit

Fuck your criticism

Sick, I'm with my people

Keep condemning, I'm stickin wit em

Putting on my fake face

Shoving down my feelings

Tryna live life your way

Healing while I'm dealing

Feel like giving up

But it's not my style

Keep on keeping on

This happy smile!